Feb. 8th, 2011

phantym_56: (ed - reunited - hug)
I have had an awful day.
 
One of those days when nothing particular is wrong but you pretty much spend the whole day feeling like everyone hates you, there isn't a soul in the world who would even notice if you weren't there and generally trying not to burst into tears in front of the entire office. I have been desperately unhappy and horribly lonely all day and there wasn't even a reason for it. And people being nice makes it worse - someone trying to be sympathetic is more likely to make me choke than cheer up. If I hadn't had Rangers tonight, I would probably have come upstairs and cried, except I'm too repressed to really be able to get it out, even on my own. Luckily, Rangers are great for taking my mind off non-existent problems and making me smile again, so I'm reasonably ok now. Tiredness and lack of food were undoubtedly contributing factors in the horrible day. Roll on tomorrow and let it be a better one.

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